It's kind of bittersweet

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby darateacher » Wed Jan 20, 2010 10:37 am

Thanks. I often think of Aaron as I always have...playing and dancing with other perfect baby angels in Heaven. Just thinking of such pure joy and love brings tears to my eyes.

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby neslo » Tue Jan 19, 2010 08:48 am

Thinking of you and Aaron!!! And sending lots of hugs!

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby wrennie » Sat Jan 16, 2010 10:17 pm

Dara, it is very bittersweet, I totally get what you mean. Hugs to you and Happy birthday to your twins!

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby angieb » Fri Jan 15, 2010 08:50 pm

Happy birthday boys.

And big hugs to you.

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby beth11 » Fri Jan 15, 2010 03:38 pm

Ah, I get it. Sending many (virtual!) hugs your way.

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby darateacher » Fri Jan 15, 2010 10:20 am

Thanks! :-) Now, I've got to think of what toys to buy for their bday. Something that makes lots of noise and moves...or is good for Adam to push.

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby rosemary » Fri Jan 15, 2010 00:31 am

Dara...huge hugs to you...wish I was there to give you a hug in person too. I can't believe the little men will be a year old already! What beautiful little ones! I understand the bittersweet...I'm so sorry that you have that to think about. You and the boys will be in my thoughts Saturday...wishing them both a special day. Your precious Aaron is also in my thoughts. Take care sweetie! (((HUGS)))

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby annes » Thu Jan 14, 2010 06:05 pm

I wish I could be there to give you that hug, cause I could use one lately, too ;)! It is so hard to move forward, I cannot believe the twins are almost one! Time keeps going, doesn't it.

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Re : It's kind of bittersweet

Postby l412angel » Thu Jan 14, 2010 03:14 pm

Awww Dara such a hard time :( I feel for you!

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It's kind of bittersweet

Postby darateacher » Thu Jan 14, 2010 02:14 pm

Saturday, Adam and Noah will be one year old. That's the happy and exciting part! :-)

The other parts are sad...giving birth to more children is over for me. The docs said I'd definitely get PE if there were another pg, and i'd probably deliver around 34 weeks. I don't want any more anxiety than what I've already been through.

Then, there's Aaron's 2nd angelversary/birthday. *sigh* I wonder how he's doing in Heaven. I cried again last night, thinking of how he must look...sometimes, I swear that I'm hearing his little voice saying, "Everything's fine, Mommy. I love you!"

Oof! I need a hug!!!



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