My Gabriel died two weeks ago and I know I'm still grieving. Today I got out of bed at 1pm after convincing myself that I would only be more depressed if I stayed in bed. On my way to my mother-in-law's to pick up my husband's mail I wondered what it would be like if I drove between the wheels of the mac truck to my right. I ask myself what's the point of going on.
I would like to make it clear that I have absolutely no intention of hurting myself, that I am aware that these thoughts are just thoughts. I know that it is very early in my healing process.
I would just like to know if anyone else felt or thought like this after losing their child.
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