missing my angel boy

A place for those bereaved to receive and offer support
elainej9
Registered User
Posts: 97
Joined: Tue Sep 04, 2007 10:57 pm

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby elainej9 » Sun Oct 21, 2007 09:30 pm

Jaymee it is unfair, and I understand how painful it is to hit dates to remind us. Despite the dates they are on our mind, heavy in our heart and in our soul everyday. I'm keep you close, thinking of you...take care of yourself.

imemc3
Registered User
Posts: 350
Joined: Fri May 18, 2007 05:16 pm

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby imemc3 » Sun Oct 21, 2007 01:23 pm

I am keeping you in my prayers. Anniversary days bring about so many memories. I am sending you lots of (((HUGS))).

jaymee444
Registered User
Posts: 221
Joined: Mon May 02, 2005 07:45 pm

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby jaymee444 » Fri Oct 19, 2007 10:11 pm

well I survived Moes third angel anniversary.. It was tough,but I Went to the grave, decorated it, sat there for an hour pouring myheart out to "him". Cried, laughed got angry at G-d and then came home to a happy little girl.. No one said this was gonna be easy but come on..Thank you for all your support and kind words. Its nice ( even though sad) to know These feeelings I have others do and somehow I feel validated. I'm so sorry we all have to go through this !!

mrs. sagara
Registered User
Posts: 311
Joined: Mon Jul 24, 2006 08:01 pm

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby mrs. sagara » Thu Oct 04, 2007 00:35 am

Jaymee,
Reading your post was like reading my own thoughts. My twins angel anniversary is also slowly approaching. It has been almost 3 years for me as well. Compound that with the fact that I lost Benjamin over a year ago. I feel so cheated and empty-handed. I had stopped coming to the forums when I decided to TTC again. But how can you stop grief. I don't know how much peace this post brings to you. Just know that you are not alone.

froggie89
Registered User
Posts: 1823
Joined: Thu Jun 02, 2005 04:36 pm

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby froggie89 » Fri Sep 28, 2007 01:52 pm

Jaymee,

You're right, it's not fair and it's hard to understand why us. Gosh, if I could only find out that answer for all of us. I'm sorry for the pain you're feeling and I hope that your days will be better and much peaceful. Take care and know that I'm thinking of you.

melissam
Registered User
Posts: 3074
Joined: Thu Jan 13, 2005 10:48 am

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby melissam » Sat Sep 22, 2007 09:59 pm

I am so sorry Jaymee. You are right. It isn't fair. It isn't fair at all. [:(]

Sending you some really big hugs.

User avatar
rosemary
Forum Moderator
Posts: 2360
Joined: Tue Sep 07, 2004 09:02 pm
Location: Central, PA

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby rosemary » Sat Sep 22, 2007 04:02 pm

Jaymee, I am so sorry for your pain. So many of us feel the same way. Elliott's anniversary is just four days after my daughter's birthday. Sometimes I wish they were months apart, but honestly, I doubt that it would lessen the sadness. I wish you peace.

imemc3
Registered User
Posts: 350
Joined: Fri May 18, 2007 05:16 pm

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby imemc3 » Sat Sep 22, 2007 12:29 am

I wish I could take your pain away. I pray for peaceful days for you. I am praying for you.

Elaine

jana m
Registered User
Posts: 1509
Joined: Thu Jul 20, 2006 10:12 am

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby jana m » Fri Sep 21, 2007 07:42 pm

Jaymee,
Now that I have my beautiful son, I can really relate to what you are saying. Seeing him grow and change and thrive reminds me of my girls more than I ever thought possible. I am so grateful to have a healthy baby, but it only makes the fact that we'll never be a complete family all the more real.

Please take care.

for faith
Registered User
Posts: 1749
Joined: Wed Mar 10, 2004 02:15 pm

Re : missing my angel boy

Postby for faith » Fri Sep 21, 2007 12:49 am

Jaymee - Thinking of you and Moe. I agree and so understand, it isn't fair! I love my 2 boys more than life, but it does make me realize how much I miss without all my children with me, a heart that isn't complete. HUGS


Return to “Grief and Loss”

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 16 guests