Hi, all. It's been a LONG while since I've posted. I'm all done with being pregnant, and enjoying my 4.5 year old twin boys. :-) Question for a friend who is a frequent migraine sufferer when not pregnant, and very much so when pregnant: How does she differentiate between a migraine headache and "th...

I saw a new grave, too, when we went to visit Aaron yesterday. The headstone said, "Baby Girl (last name)." Someone didn't name their baby. I shivered when I saw that, and then cried. Our angel babies, and how they became angels, are always close to our hearts.

<t>Thank you, Kerisue and Ro. Rainbows are cool to begin with, and they do bring me comfort after all of the times I've seen rainbows after Aaron passed. At one point, while taking a walk just after Aaron had passed, I saw a full circle of a rainbow in the sky. Ro, you had responded to me that it wa...

<t>Ever since Aaron left Earth, I've associated rainbows with hope, and had an idea that Aaron was "painting rainbows" in Heaven. The thought still comforts me at times. <br/> <br/> I saw a rainbow today...day after my birthday, AND a double rainbow the night before Mother's Day. I'm thinking of you...

<t>I'm hoping it's just speaking without thinking, because if it's not, what a horrible thing to say and think about! To think that I could've actually saved Aaron! Aargh!!!! They caught it too late!<br/> <br/> I don't need to see my OBGYN more than once a year for my yearly exam anyway. I just won'...

<t>I know Aaron would be 2 and 1/2 right now, had he survived. But, I've got to say, I've been pretty accepting of the fact that there was no finger to point, until now.<br/> <br/> The first week of May I went to the OBGYN for my yearly visit. I was asking her questions about if I were to go into a ...

Joker- Great idea! We'll give that a whirl tonight.

Our mask covers his mouth and nose. Not sure if a sucker would work here. Hmmmm.... He won't fall asleep in our arms. Thinking about moving the neb upstairs to his bedroom. Then, have it on while he sleeps. But, that could also wake up Noah. :-(

<t><br/> <br/> I was an anxious mess when my twins were born and spent 5 and 1/2 weeks in the NICU. This is AFTER I had lost my son Aaron, born at 26 weeks, and in the NICU for 3 hours before we lost him to my pre-eclampsia. <br/> <br/> One thing I learned is to take it all day by day. It'll become ...

<t>We've been giving Adam his Pulmicort via nebulizer for 3ish months now. He's been great about it until recently. Adam will fight us, screaming and ducking all over the place.<br/> <br/> We've tried puppets, singing, and computer stuff, but nothing works for longer than a minute due to attention s...